AggressiveExposureDaily

Through extreme weather when the mud got deep the streams too seamless kept getting worse pulling myself out as the flooding deepened.

holding mystery while standing myself up, for the day that possibly I could rest, although I had truly been beaten and weakened pushing myself forth through the deep end, lashing out for air no longer I just couldn’t breathe here, extensive storms I was nowhere near getting the chance of catching some z’s here.

when battling the pain I drowning in my own tears here, getting the courage to constantly grow lifting myself up to my feet from here, no fear my ancestors weren’t playing to nicely, those who crossed me no longer could they stand by me, so much pain still in the process towards gain when being kicked as I was down alcohol and drugs had supplemented the pain.

Moving along Angels lifting my pain, lost in maze no longer it’s time for the gains, strength came in numbers but had no idea where I came the sounds of the thunder fueled my veins, energetic pulls gravitational rules shifting so constantly I’d feel a little more strained.

Walking in the darkness searching for the light shining through what seamed to be a never ending tunnel, despicable I felt maybe this could be, the mud filled trenches seamlessly trusting I was close to reaching an end.

staying strong not only for me, my child being my life I never pictured the day someone tries pulling her away from another’s lies and disguise, silently crying as my tears continued on filling my eyes, never had she seen me with so much hurt and in pain overflowing from inside.

Pushing through with no choice but to keep up with the fight being presented, surrendering to that which was out of my sight, reaching in knowing that this wasn’t my fight, fighting for what I had already knew still I had taken the blame for the uncontrollable fears and delusions that had continuously been projected.

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